I feel so left behind

Recently, a few people i know who are pretty close to my age 24 (now you know how old I am!), are ready to settle down or have a family. One guy I know just got married lately. Another guy, proposed romantically to his girlfriend (i was once good friends with this girl when we were in HS). One girl, my friend’s friend actually, just had her bachelorette party! Making her the first to get married in their group of friends. And other girl I know, is pregnant!

I am actually envious of them because one day I would like those to happen to me too at the right time. I really do feel left behind. It seems like their life is already in placed while mine is still like a puzzle.

I feel a little disappointed in myself because I haven’t been updating daily, but weekly.

On Thursday, my cousin and her family came to visit us in L.A. for the first time. It was their first time to ever step foot in the U.S.A. We toured them around LA, of course. They went to Griffith Observatory, Santa Monica Pier, Universal Studios, Citadel, Hollywood, Citadel Outlets, etc. Restaurants like BJ’s, Bubba Gump, some Korean bbq restaurant, Regent Inn, etc. Local popular spots we usually go to as a family. My dad, cousin, and my bf and I  took turns in touring them anywhere we could in the limited time they have. They flew today to Vegas. My family and I didn’t come, just them. Then later they will fly to San Francisco then fly from there back to the Philippines.

My boyfriend had been very helpful and generous with paying and driving. Yesterday morning, he left to Sacramento for his training and won’t be back until a month later.. sigh. Here we go again..

God is Good

Have been stressing out at work. I was such in a bad mood yesterday that my co-worker and I had a little argument. This morning, I prayed to God for the blessings he had given us, for another day of living, for a good day today, for happiness, love and good health to my loved ones. God heard my prayer and I did have a good day at work. Thank you, God.

On the other hand, tomorrow is my last day of work (YEY!!!) before I go to my 4 day break. My cousins from the Philippines will be visiting us for the first time (we will tour them!) and my boyfriend is leaving this weekend so I took off 2 days plus my 2 days off. I hope everything goes well for all of us! I’m excited!

Nagiiba ang panahon at nagiiba rin tayo.

Sorry! I haven’t been updating. It is so hot here in Los Angeles and I didn’t feel like doing anything. The heat is making me feel lazy. It can go up to 100+℉. And then, the outlets in our bedroom weren’t working because of too much power being used from tv, fan, ac all at the same time. It was like that for like 2 1/2 weeks. The manager was lazy and inconsiderate so my dad’s friend ended up fixing it. Now, we have the ac plugged to the bathroom outlet and everything else in the bedroom. Supposedly, our room’s outlets weren’t designed to have a powerful electronic like the AC. Something about having a low power or whatever??

My boyfriend came back from his fire assignment that lasted about a month, maybe 2 weeks ago. We have been spending time together during our day offs. He took me out to dinners and bought me bags from TJ Maxx like Nine West and Steve Madden. I love them! I let him spoil me this time lol. I told him the reason he bought me things are because he’s going out to another fire assignment for awhile again and he said no. He might, though. His co-workers left a few days ago to another again, during his day off, and so he’s in another fire station, and that fire station is #1 on a strike team meaning they are going to be the first one to leave when there’s another big fire assignment somewhere far. Siiiiigh.

My family and I are planning to move. we are currently looking now.. It is very expensive now here in LA. They don’t want to move to Lancaster, where the apartment rent is equivalent to a house rent there! I am so frustrated and stressed out. Sigh.