I didn’t have time to write lately. Also, because I am depressed… About my useless life, and had a fight with my boyfriend and we haven’t seen each other since my last post.. The frustrations are the cause. We told each other things that hurt both of us.

I am deeply hurt in what he said about money. Money problems will always complicate a relationship. It should never be an issue in love relationships. If it is, then maybe it is time to reconsider your relationship and see where you guys are in each other’s heart. Another thing was faithfulness to God. How strong your faith is to God might play a part in each other’s perspective of each other.

He told me things that really put holes in my heart and his stubbornness in not listening didn’t help. He was the one who confronted me and yet he didn’t want to finish it.

I don’t know what else to think… There’s a part of me that was expecting this.. a part of me that is hurt.. a part of me that doesn’t want to care anymore.. a part of me that doesn’t want to deal with drama anymore. I can’t stress enough how I hate to be involve in a drama.

There are lots of ways to solve a problem. However, having problems are easier to get than solving them.

These last few days was spent with my love. I even called off work on Thursday and my coworker covered for me secretly. It means I am still getting paid because we didn’t tell our boss. Bad employees. Tsk I know. I went to work on Friday anyway, but I also covered for the same coworker because she had to do some stuff for a couple of hours. It was hot and my love made a deliciously cold coffee. The best. I couldn’t believe how good it was. You can put it in the same label as Starbucks. Heck, better than it. Cheap and great! Ha ha ha. Last Friday was my friend’s birthday dinner at his place so my love and I went there after my work. Then yesterday he called off work for me and we went to take pictures of his house, the one his uncle rented. They have some kind of family issues and that’s why my love is “kicking out” his uncle from the house.

Yes, my love lives with his family in a big house and he also has his own house that he bought from his own money. He was very nice to pick the house and help his uncle for awhile until the uncle didn’t have enough to pay and that’s when the issue came up. So now, it is open for rent.  we went there yesterday to take some pictures. The thing is, they didn’t have a legal contract because it is between families. So one day, the uncle “couldn’t” pay the agreed monthly, the uncle looked for roommates, and he told my love about it. When we got there yesterday, the roommate didn’t let us in until the uncle gets there. That the uncle told lies to the roommate that he paid the down payment when getting the house at the beginning when it was really my love. My love threatened to call the cops and all that because the roommate wouldn’t let us in even if he had a key to enter anyway. It was the uncle’s fault for not telling the roommate we were coming over. I just said, Babe, don’t call the cops. Just call your uncle first and tell him to come here. In a few minutes, the uncle came and sorted things out and whatnot. While my love was talking pictures, the uncle was talking to me about what happened and seemed nice, but I know it’s just the “I’m the victim here” acting. I just told him politely that any business between families is a bad idea unless there’s a contract, some paperwork which they didn’t have. My love told me he got the house in a beautiful condition, with green grass and fruit trees. He was pissed when he saw they are all dead now. That he will estimate the “damage” and Bill it to his uncle.

He used my email to post in Craigslist and sure enough, there was already 2 potential renters. One is from Europe and thinking of going back to California and the other one is a local. I don’t know what he told them, but that’s on the works now.

I am exhausted

Today was a long day. I did laundry with my mom, sister and dad at the laundromat a block away from us. Our 4 unit apartment doesn’t have a laundry room. Grr. Our dirty clothes were worth at least 3 weeks per person. So you can imagine how much that was, tsk. Ever since then, we just started doing laundry together after 3 weeks to a month worth of dirty clothes.

After that, we went to Target to get some groceries. More importantly the toilet paper. We ended up using table tissue to use in the bathroom. Nobody bothered to buy beforehand. Tsk, Tsk, Tsk. I know… They are that lazy here… Err… I don’t buy the toilet paper, so I’m not holding responsible for that! I got some hay for my rabbit. I got a couple more things and my dearest sister paid for it. How very nice of her even if I get mad at her sometimes for still not getting her driver’s license and she’s 30+.. Well that’s another story for another time.

After that we got some palabok from Jollibee and I bought some Almond Crunch Wetzel Bitz with Caramel on top, from Wetzel Pretzel. Yummay!!! Too good that I had a foodgasm. Does it make sense?? Is that how you use foodgasm in a sentence like orgasm?? Ha ha ha.

My friend J came over and ate with us because he wanted me to go with him to Santee Alley, in Downtown LA. It is like Divisoria from the Philippines. A variety of anything that you want to buy. So we went and boy was it hot! Stupid me, I forgot to get cash first AND I got mentally block, and totally forgot my pin. Like seriously, I couldn’t believe it. The pin that I always used, I just totally forgot!! Stores and ATMs charge for credit cards. I tried the ATM but the pin I entered was wrong anyway. I couldn’t buy anything. I felt poor than I already was. I wanted some palamig or one of those Mexican drinks that they sell called raspados. J was like, you need money? Here you go. And he handed me $5 to get a drink when we stopped by at the McDonald’s because he needed to pee. I got the mango smoothie there..LARGE because I knew we would be walking a lot.

I wanted to call off work because I was just tired. I was sticky from sweating like crazy and exhausted from the whole day. I didn’t call off because I need to work.

When I got to work, one of my clients gave me a hug and a kiss on my head because he said “you did a great job” after assisting him. I felt good. Then when I was getting off work, another client was very nice that she gave me a lot of food to take home. I thanked her and went on my way.

Had a busy day for the first time. I don’t think I’ll have any day like today anytime soon.

Finally saw my love!

We were talking in text and he said if he got off, he would go straight to me. I couldn’t wait for the night to come. Later that night I tried calling him and texted him but he didn’t respond. I assumed he was still at work so I got really disappointed. I was really expecting him. Then my phone rang and it was him. He said he was on his way to his house and I said, what? I thought you’re coming here! He said, babe didn’t I tell you, I’m going home. I said, okay.. and I felt bummed out. He asked, did you get anything today? I mailed something for you and they said they delivered it already.. I said, huh? No. I didn’t get anything. Nobody told me anything. He said, babe why don’t you check your mail? I said, no I’ll check tomorrow. He said, babe just check it. So I came down and I saw his car parked but he was nowhere to be seen. Still on the phone, I said, babe you’re here! I see your car. Where are you? He said, what? That must be someone else’s car. I said, you’re the only one I know that owns that car in this neighborhood.. his car is a Camaro SS with some customization done. Babe! Just come out! I don’t see you! He wasn’t talking because he was hiding. And then he came out of nowhere and walked towards me. I was so happy to see him and so was he.

I haven’t seen my love for about a week and haven’t talked to him for a day. He is extremely busy at work because it is the fire season and there were a lot of emergencies. He said it is a possibility that he might go home tonight and he will go straight here to my place because he terribly misses me so. I miss him a lot too. I felt lonely because he wasn’t around. I still do..

7 Life Lessons from The Secret Life of Walter Mitty


This is a great movie. I love it. I wish I can be like him. Have courage, travel and just be like “YOLO!”

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This past weekend, I had the opportunity to watch The Secret Life of Walter Mitty. Starring Ben Stiller, who also produced and directed this film and co-starring Kristen Wiig, Adam Scott, and Patton Oswalt, The Secret Life of Walter Mitty is about “a day-dreamer who escapes his anonymous life by disappearing into a world of fantasies filled with heroism, romance and action. When his job along with that of his co-worker are threatened, he takes action in the real world embarking on a global journey that turns into an adventure more extraordinary than anything he could have ever imagined. (IMDb)”

Life quote from The Secret Life of Walter Mitty

When it came out in theaters, I didn’t want to see it for fear that it was one of those absurd comedies Ben Stiller is known for being in…read Zoolander. After seeing previews for it, I finally rented it at the Redbox. I was pleasantly surprised at…

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